Tears me down without a thought,
I can’t be happy without being caught.
Doesn't like me being me,
Destroys all hope that I can see.
Brings in shame when I am proud,
Keeps me quiet when I should be loud.
Holds me back when I am trying,
Keeps me grounded when I should be flying.
Makes me panic when all is well,
Punishes me, if I should tell.
The people whom I trust deeply,
Just get told that I am sleepy.
Can’t tell the truth without pain,
Made to look like I’m insane.
Honest is what I strive to be,
All I want is to be free.
It’s not that I want advice, as such
But why do I hate myself so much?
-hugs- that says a lot, and has a good rhythm to it
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